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Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

Bismillah ya Allah.

okay start, i will definitely be going to TANTA UNIVERSITY for DENTISTRY course, which i've chosen after few days & weeks beristikharah kecil-kecilan. and Alhamdulillah, my parents will be always beside me to support mentally physically economically && for sure rohani-ly :) but when i think again ; 'boleh ke survive dgn medical subjects?' 'betul ke dentist ni?' after catching a web http://www.jelajahmesir.com/2012/04/subjek-pra-pergigian-universiti-tanta.html , seriously its getting harder & harder . well, within a year tuuuu tgk lahhhh i kene study apa kan nanti. 

moga moga kat egypt nnt waktu exam tak terlalu obsesi dgn studies smpi tinggal al-quran & solat sunat. moga moga tak ckp study lg pntg dr alquran & qiyamullail. moga moga tak lupa semakin hari kita hampir ke hari exam, semakin dekat jugak kita ke hari exam oleh Allah. moga moga kat sana nanti bila bgn waktu pagi tak rase menyesal ambil course dentistry. moga moga ALLAH swt membantu aku sbg hambaNya untuk kuat semangat!

YA ALLAH, KAU CEKALKANLAH HATIKU, KUATKANLAH SEMANGATKU, AKU TIDAK MEMOHON UNTUK KAU PERMUDAHKAN URUSANKU, KERANA BELUM TENTU YANG MUDAH ITU MEMBAHAGIAKAN YANG SULIT ITU MENYAKITKAN. MAKA, KAU TABAHKANLAH HATIKU HAMBAMU. AMEEEEEN ~

okay kawan kawan, TAHNIAH yang dapat LOAN / SCHOLARSHIP / SPONSORSHIP dari mana mana NGO or GOVERNMENT, you know, whichever step u choose make sure will lead you to al Jannah and of course to the way of Allah the Creator :)

syukran ya Allah

terasa badan menggeletar, terasa kaki macam ada super super duper spring nak kasi aku terloncat loncat sebab dah dpt surat tawaran TANTA UNIVERSITY for DENTISTRY && the most important is; aku dah dapat juga surat tawaran from KPT(Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi) wiwuwiwuwiwuwiwu.

syukraaan ya Allah, syukur syukur yang teramat. sesungguhnya rezeki yang akan Kau berikan kepada hambaMU sungguh luas. sungguh tidak ternilai. lebih lebih lagi mendapat pengalaman di dalam bumi para anbia', bumi Mesir yang masyaAllah luas barakahnya :)

“Masuklah kamu kenegeri Mesir, InshaAllah kamu berada didalam aman”

Surah Yusuf, 99

berdangdut sekejap ya sebab eksaited :P

time warp

why do we still need the powerful time warp that is actually will not be having by all.
why we will always and all ways say that "IF I HAVE THE TIME WARP, I WILL PROBABLY TURN BACK TIME REWIND ALL THOSE THINGS TO MAKE EVERYTHING FINE AT ITS PLACE, TO MAKE EVERYTHING IN WELL DONE AND ALL, JUST SO EVERYTHING WOULD BE PERFECT"
why do we still hoping fr the existence of this machine, i think?

well, people definitely want everything to be in the perfect ways.
but ever we think that past times make us stronger than ever?
past times teach us what are the righteous thing to be done.
past times make us fall down and eventually bring us back to the Creator?

well people, lets start think that actually past times are the helpers for our insyaAllah well-promised future.

smile while u still can

bersabarlah wahai hati, kerana sesungguhnya ALLAH bersama dengan hamba-Nya yang sentiasa bersabar.

janganlah titiskan walau sedikit air mata kesedihan dan kesakitan, sedangkan jika ingin dibandingkan dengan kenikmatan dan kebahagiaan yang telah Allah berikan itu, jauh sekali bezanya. 

janganlah putuskan hubungan dengan Sang Pencipta, kerana sesungguhnya Dia tidak pernah mengharapkan perpisahan dengan hamba-Nya. 

bergegaslah mendapatkan Tuhanmu, rujuklah Dia, bermohonlah petunjuk, kerana Allah Maha Penyayang, yang bakal mendapatkan kamu kembali, yang bakal memberi petunjuk dan inayah, yang bakal memberi petanda kau berada di jalan yang benar/salah, yang tidak akan sesekali melukakan hatimu, yang tidak akan pernah berhenti menjadi pendengar keluhanmu, pendengar masalahmu, kerana Dialah sebaik baik pendengar dan pemberi pertolongan :)

MASYA ALLAH! luas barakahnya jika dilimpahi dengan kasih sayang drpd ALLAH AR-RAHMAN AR-RAHIM :)

tadahlah tangan selagi mampu

bersujudlah selagi bertenaga walaupun secebis cuma! 

semoga diberkati, insyaAllah

'==

kenapa wahai hati? kenapa masih ragu ragu nak menentukan yang utama? even the Pros pun dah bagi relevant ideas and advice. Ya Allah, ujian apakah yang Kau sedang beri ini? kenapa tiba tiba bagi LAW, which was my ambition when i was in primary. adakah ini jalannya? or this is just one of my late prayers yang Kau nak makbulkan? Ya Allah, pandulah aku ke arah yang sebenarnya milikku. bukan jalan yang bakal memberi kesusahan kepadaku. bantulah aku dengan istikharahku yang tidak seberapa ini ya Rabbi.

AARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS TOO HARD FOR ME! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE GUIDE TO THE VERY THE RIGHT PATH. AMEEEEEN YA ALLAH YA ZALJALALIWALIKRAAM.

ps: confused.

2ps: tak tenang.(bak kata Teah ini gelabah)

3ps: nak tidur smpi esok then nak on laptop balik

nak tgk yg UIA tu bagi dental bukan law.

4ps: okay berangan kbye

IIUM - LAWS

O ALLAH, ALHAMDULILLAH FOR THIS!

even what i really begged for is DENTISTRY,

still i appreciate this, 

see how much people outside yang tak dapat IPTA lgsg!

*okay camera360 mcm tak berapa best jugak*

okay lepasni mmg kene istikharah lahh nak pergi mana:

EGYPT-DENTISTRY

IIUM-LAWS

MATRIX-SCIENCE

UPU

YA ALLAH, 

i would be fine with what will i have tomorrow.

i firmly believe that YOU have planned well,

especially fr servant like me. 

semoga dimana mana jua pon institusi,

aku masih mampu mencari kejayaan!

ameeeen insyaAllah :)

good luck for interviews

TARAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

yaa people, i know im zero in creativityyyy :)

I cannot improve on those spoken for many years by a true legend who preceded me at CBS News. He would say, simply, 'good night, and good luck.'

Mike Wallace

for those who will be having JPA and PERGURUAN interviews, good luck okayy!

u will definitely get what you what EASILYEFFORTLESSLY as long as you believe! muah muah may always be in Allah bless :)

people i miss the most :)

uhhhh SPM really made us apart. but

seriously how again can i say to prove that 

i miss them badly :(

yawww chekchekchekidout :)

okay the right one is hanis iryani aka dila aryana elias :)

yaww u cn see the turquoise girl is hanisah izzati; my deskmate

when was in form2&4 :)

okay the girl on the right is SARARARA HOYEYH

and the middle one is atiyah from SGGS :)

awww this girl is the best girl ive ever met. my dormmate byk kali,

bedmate byk kali smpi bosan jugak,

and my ubat supplier whenever was sick.

I LOVE YOU muah muah HAZWANI HATTA :)

and act i wanna spot the very the left girl, SYAFIQAHSAMSUDIN :)

how i miss u, gal. thnks fr a visit in desaru.

this is AH RUI, the guy i met during my 3months in national service camp.

hes my JEREMY :P

kchingggg hai ALONG i listed u also. take care in states!

hahaha FE kesayangan kuat brangbreng

the teammates fr larian pagi? HAHA thnks u'olls

last but not least, the threesomes .

from right is cik ija yg hoyeyh, jihahaha n me :)

YA ALLAH, keep them in safe, give them TRIUMPH

and bless them till Jannaaah.

ameeeen :)